that’s racist!

i’m sitting in suzallo cafe, trying to work on a paper, when a white female student approaches me and asks if i speak english.  my blood pressures suddenly spikes.  i think to myself — “well, at least i’m gonna have a great story to share after this…”

“yes,” i emphatically reply.  she asks if i’d like to participate in a study.  i wonder if i should let her know some of my thoughts regarding her initial question.  i decide not to, and agree to the study.  

it’s a word study game.  the letters a, e, t, s, l, r and s are on top of the page and my instructions are to arrange the letters to make as many words as possible.  i write words down at a torrid pace, but i only fill up 16 of the 20 blank spaces.  i ask if i’m being timed and she says no, i can finish whenever i want.  

so i stop.

then, she hands me a few more pages with a questionnaire. first, some interesting biographical info.

how american do you feel? how much do you identify as an american? when you were twelve, did you want to be an american? is it important that people see you as american?  

the new conspirators

in my reflection seminar, we read the dissertation of a uw phd candidate that looked at how poor, ethnic minority kids are socially ostracized in schools by students and teachers. the paper shared story after story of racist acts, and sadly, these were all recent examples around the seattle area. schools are supposed to be a social justice-oriented institution… they should give all students equal access to power, especially students of minority groups who historically have been denied access.  

the dissertation found that schools actually serve the opposite function.  despite being a foundational pillar of any democracy, our schools help the rich get richer and the poor get poorer.  how bizarre…

i’ve been reading a book called the new conspirators by tom sine.  a very well-researched book that definitely stands out to me as one i’ll want to revisit often.  on education, he says:

the public education system contributes to the widening gap between rich and poor in the united states. in the shame of the nation, jonathan kozol documents that over the past twelve years, american public schools are resegregating america.  unlike other western countries that fund public education through taxes, american public schools rely on local levies; consequently wealthy school districts often spend twice as much per pupil as poor school districts.  this means that the growing number of children who attend poorly funded urban public schools have less of a chance of going on to college than their suburban counterparts who attend highly financed schools with cutting-edge technology.  as a consequence, some, like their parents, will be stuck in dead-end service jobs that don’t pay a living wage.  frankly, this new global economy is going to leave growing numbers of the poor behind in all countries if we don’t discover how god might use our mustard seeds individually and collectively to be an expression of god’s compassion for the marginalized.  

[the new conspirators: creating the future one mustard seed at a time, by tom sine]

health & wealth gospel

this is a video where john piper lets his feelings regarding the prosperity (word of faith, name it & claim it, health & wealth) gospel be known.  he’s not a fan, and i think his message is true for middle class/ well-to-do folks like me and my peers.  

…. but it is interesting to see where this message flourishes the most.  it’s been noted that the balance of christianity is shifting from the northern hemisphere to the southern hemisphere, and the theology of these pentecostal faith communities in places like africa and southeast asia is largely shaped by the prosperity gospel. putting your faith in jesus, congregants are told, will yield an improvement on health and social status.

barack and a hard place

pretty impressive, senator obama.

This is not to say that race has not been an issue in the campaign. At various stages in the campaign, some commentators have deemed me either “too black” or “not black enough.” We saw racial tensions bubble to the surface during the week before the South Carolina primary. The press has scoured every exit poll for the latest evidence of racial polarization, not just in terms of white and black, but black and brown as well.

And yet, it has only been in the last couple of weeks that the discussion of race in this campaign has taken a particularly divisive turn.

On one end of the spectrum, we’ve heard the implication that my candidacy is somehow an exercise in affirmative action; that it’s based solely on the desire of wide-eyed liberals to purchase racial reconciliation on the cheap. On the other end, we’ve heard my former pastor, Reverend Jeremiah Wright, use incendiary language to express views that have the potential not only to widen the racial divide, but views that denigrate both the greatness and the goodness of our nation; that rightly offend white and black alike. 

angry asian man

it looks like i’m turning into the angry asian man at school.

there is an interesting phenomenon called the reproduction of whiteness. here, white identity is produced and reproduced by holding white cultural expressions as a norm against which all students are made to measure themselves. adoption of these expressions is rewarded heavily with praise, and deviation is met with disciplinary action. it’s a crafty act of self-preservation.

so, when we were dealing with a “behavior rating scale,” where students answer questions designed to measure how normal they are, i had to call it what it is: racist. seriously — how can there be one rating scale used to measure students of every culture? you know if there is only one test for behavior, the questions on that scale are going to prominently reflect a culture, and it ain’t gonna be the brown people’s.

well that’s just great

so i’m doing a literature review assignment, going through some studies on the relationship between low socioeconomic status, ethnic minorities, and emotional behavioral disorders.  i’m trying to understand why blacks are 8x more likely than whites to be classified as “emotionally disturbed.”  i come across this passage in one of the journal articles i’m checking out:

… the special education sector serves the political economic and social interests of a divided and stratified society, by providing a liberal rationalisation for the removal of potentially troublesome minority groups from the formal system of credential conferment.  by placing such groups in a maringalised and stigmatised sector of the education system, the present and future stability of the status quo is, to some extent, protected from the challenge posed by these groups.   

remind me to rage against this machine when i’m launched into the education world.  

tired of all this ign’ance

in the wake of jena 6, there have been a bunch of copycat hate crimes involving nooses…

At a Home Depot store in South Elgin, Ill
on the campus of the University of Maryland
in a police-station locker room in Hempstead, N.Y.
at two Coast Guard facilities
at high schools in North Carolina and South Carolina
at least two cases of nooses with black dolls in Pittsburgh.
on a professor’s door at teachers college (columbia university)